
Chapter One
Gage
Iām so busy watching Connie that I mix up two drink orders and have to remake them for the patrons of my bar and grille. Theyāre distracted enough by the game on the overhead TV that they donāt even notice my mistake.
Connie is my new waitress. I hired the curvy beauty two weeks ago, and I havenāt been able to get her out of my head since. Sheās always on my mind and a prominent figure in all of my dreams now. Dreams that leave me waking up to take a cold shower.
She never says much when she comes in. The other women all flirt with me and try to catch my attention. But not her. She gets her job done then waits outside in the cold for someone to pick her up. Other than the brief interview, sheās never had more than two words to say to me. That alone intrigues me.
One of my regulars looks Connie up and down like sheās a tempting treat he wants to try. Normally, Rocker is a decent guy but when heās soused, he has a tendency to get handsy and that shit doesnāt fly in my bar. No one harasses the women that work for me.
Some bartenders think that it should be part of the job for the waitresses to get hit on, but Iām not one of them. You keep your hands to yourself when youāre at my bar or your ass is out the door. The regulars know that and respect it.
A flicker of motion in my peripheral has me turning my head to look at Taylor, another one of my waitresses. She speaks the order slowly, used to the fact that Iām reading her lips and not listening to her words. Even though I still have a little hearing left, itās more annoying to strain at the words now than it is to simply pay attention to lips.
I fix her order quickly, pausing periodically to glance up in the mirrors I have stationed around the place. Connie is still working the room with a smile pasted on her face.
But in the time it takes me to get the drinks to Taylor, old Rocker has pulled Connie back to his table. His hands are around her hips and though she tries to step out of his grasp, heās not letting her go.
I see red.
My experience as a Special Forces Marine has taught me many things. Namely patience and self-control. But all of that training is gone in this minute because that fucker is putting his hands on a woman. My woman.
Before Iām even aware Iāve made a decision, I slide across the bar and land on my feet on the other side. I stalk across the room and there must be a look on my face because the crowd instantly parts for me.
The relieved expression on Connieās face tells me everything I need to know. It takes every bit of self-control not to lay Rocker on the floor right now.
āHands off,ā I growl at him. Normally, I try to guess my volume and adjust it for the environment. But right now, I donāt give a fuck if Iām shouting at him or not. All I know is he has seconds to leave her alone or risk paying the price.
āWe was havinā a good time,ā he tries to explain. Unfortunately for him, thatās his second mistake of the night.
I reach for his neck, applying pressure in just the right spot to put him in pain. He drops his hands and lets Connie step away from his grasp. āYouāre done in here.ā
Across the bar, I catch the eye of Sam and nod to him. Heās the other bartender on duty tonight and he quickly scurries over to help.
āTake him now,ā I grind out, hauling Rocker from his seat. If I donāt get him away from here, heāll end up as a smudge underneath my boot before the evening is out. Something tells me that wonāt be helpful for business, no matter how good it would make me feel.
As Sam escorts Rocker out the door, the crowd goes back to their previous activities though a few patrons are still staring at us.
āIn the kitchen,ā I say to Connie.
Taylorās already back there, loading up her tray with burgers for customers. I know from her expression she saw what was going on.
I turn to Connie and let my gaze travel over her, trying to ignore the reaction it creates in my body. I want this woman in a way Iāve never wanted anyone else, and I canāt stand the idea that some greasy-haired old bastard was putting his hands on her. Touching her in places I wanted to touch her.
āYouāre on dishwashing duty now,ā I bark at her before turning to Sam whoās just come back from taking Rocker outside. āThe counter is yours. Iām going to my office.ā
Inside my office, I give Admiral a wide berth. Heās the cat I adopted last year. Heās sixteen years old, nearly blind, and mean as a snake. The scratches on my leg still sting from this morning when I accidentally startled the old coot.
Sometimes, you adopt a shelter cat, and you get a companion whoās so grateful, he practically worships the ground you stand on. Other times, you adopt a shelter cat who has an attitude bigger than the whole state of Texas. Still, Admiral deserves to live out his final days in comfort. No animal should be abandoned after years of faithful companionship because of a disability.
Settling down at my chair, I start my computer and try to concentrate on the payroll that I need to get done for tomorrow. But my mind keeps drifting back to Connie and the mystery she is.
Apparently, sheās been living in town for about five years and working up at the Lawrence Lodge, but I never met her until she applied for the job here. Damn if only Iād known she was there, I would have stopped in a time or two for dinner. Maybe gotten to know the beautiful woman with the shy smile.
I canāt stand it when she gives that smile to my customers. Thatās half the reason I moved her to the dishwashing position. The other reason is because I canāt concentrate when Iām supposed to be at work. Not knowing that other men can see her.
It makes me a dirty bastard. Even if she werenāt my employee, sheās twenty-one and Iām twice her age. Still if tonight proved anything to me, itās that Iām done sitting on the sidelines. Itās time to unravel the mystery that is Connie and finally claim the curvy younger woman thatās meant to be mine.
***
Connie
I recognize Rocker from previous shifts Iāve worked here in the bar. Heās usually a friendly old man but tonight, heās acting different. He keeps touching my fingers every time I go to pass him a beer and making remarks about how good my tits look. He wants to know if theyāre real and I freeze.
Iāve only been working here for two weeks but Iāve already realized that the waitresses are pretty lucky. Unlike at other places, the bartenders here have a zero-tolerance policy when it comes to sexual harassment of the women. They never hesitate to intervene if thereās a problem. They have the full authority to remove someone from the premise thanks to Gage. Heās the owner and the tattooed bartender who makes my heart speed up every time heās near.
Rocker slides his hands around my hips and tries to pull me into his lap. I know I should do something but Iām not sure what.
Glancing across the crowded bar, I scan to see whoās on duty and hope I can catch his eye. This is why I didnāt want to become a waitress at the bar, but the job opportunities were slim pickings here in Lake Bliss.
Working as a maid at the Lawrence Lodge, which is my night job, Iām in a behind-the-scenes position. The only time anyone pays attention to me is when they accidentally lock themselves out of their room.
āCome on, darlinā,ā Rocker leers, distracting me. āI wonāt tell no one. Just want a peek at those nice tits of yours.ā
I lift my foot, prepared to bring it down on his. But before I can make the move, Gage is beside me.
He commands Rocker to let me go in a low, threatening tone. I donāt know what it is about his rich voice. It sounds like piping hot caramel poured over ice cream and it always makes me want to melt. Iāve spent the better part of two weeks avoiding him so he wouldnāt be able to see my attraction to him.
When Rocker doesnāt release me, Gage grabs onto his neck. Iām not sure what heās doing but the hold causes Rocker to instantly release me.
āApologize,ā Gage demands.
Rocker mumbles a series of slurred words that could be an apology but itās hard to tell because Iām focused on Gage. The muscle in his jaw is tight and he looks like heās one second away from tearing this place down in a rage. āLike. You. Mean. It.ā
The drunk old man tries again and whatever he says must finally satisfy Gage who shoves him at the other bartender on duty. He glares at me. āIn the kitchen.ā
On shaking legs, I walk to the kitchen feeling Gageās big, bulky presence behind me the entire way. He seems angry but surely, he canāt fault me for that display. I didnāt encourage Rocker other than to smile when I asked him if he needed another beer.
Taylor, one of the waitresses, is in the back of the kitchen. Sheās constantly flirting with Gage, and he likes her back if the way heās always staring at her lips is any indication. Iād guess the two of them are sleeping together.
The sexy bartender rakes his gaze over me and scowls as if he disapproves of what he sees. Then he practically shouts, āYouāre on dishwashing duty now.ā
He tells Sam, the other bartender that heās going to his office before he disappears from the kitchen.
I let out a shaky breath as I think of Henry, my five-year-old boy.
āI have a son. I need these tips,ā I say more to myself than anyone else.
Taylor pauses in assembling one of the burgers. She sends me a sympathetic look as Sam leaves to tend the bar again. āWell, you know, thereās one way to get back on the floor. Itās not a big deal. We all do it, you know?ā
I frown at her, a sick feeling starting in my stomach. I thought Gage was different. Thatās why I was willing to work for him. But if this is what I think it is, I want her to spell it out for me. āI donāt understand.ā
āJust go to him. Offer to take care of him and heāll take care of you.ā She rolls her eyes. āDonāt look so shocked. Everyone has needs. Meet each otherās and everything will be fine.ā
I square my shoulders. I canāt do this, and I already know that. But I will confront Gage. No matter what happens in my life, I will not be that fifteen-year-old girl again.